{"id":7861,"date":"2018-02-19T14:40:36","date_gmt":"2018-02-19T14:40:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/astoryisnotatree.net\/?p=7861"},"modified":"2020-05-06T20:50:11","modified_gmt":"2020-05-06T20:50:11","slug":"digital-tools-the-art-of-the-gif-health-vs-a-static-brain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/astoryisnotatree.net\/?p=7861","title":{"rendered":"Digital Tools for Artists: The Art of the GIF \u2014 Evil IZ"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0I decided to use my own brain as a base to make this series. My brain is always a source of contention and release. I chose to really focus on the negative with two of my GIFs hoping the third might make up for it as a small homage to the parts of me I truly\u00a0love. (I never like anything to be 100% dark–even the most difficult minds aren’t.)<\/p>\n

\"Evil_Iz_Gif2\"<\/a><\/p>\n

In my first GIF, Evil Self, which was from an earlier assignment. I began to add things halfway through that would make it scary. When I glitched the code it made my first self-portrait (the one in the middle) whited out and electric. It reminded me a bit of why certain aspects of Undertale were terrifying to me. The fights in the game are black and white and due to my sensory deficiency disorder I react very negatively to bright and white light. (Which is unfortunate because everyone in the art and photography communities seem to love it!) I added the static for that reason. To me, static is a fast animation of white and black attacking itself. Or, that’s what my SDD makes it feel like. What this all results in is that my Evil Self Portrait GIF is a combination of my struggles with Depression and Anxiety (namely, all my resentments and frustrations that I highlight with the words “Help Me I’m Sick” and “Mental Illness Hurts”.) But it is created not from my Mental Illness’s point of view but by how my SDD causes me to see the world. Essentially they are two very different things happening in my brain at once, but I used one to compliment the other in hopes that it may get an interesting\u00a0visual narrative across.<\/p>\n

\"truth\"<\/a><\/p>\n

In my second GIF, Truth, I had a lot of fun animating and glitching it. I wanted this one to be a representation of both sides of me meeting in the middle. The good and the evil. I think it stemmed from a bit of teenage angst that I had harbored over the years (don’t we all still have a little?). Well this was going to be VERY angsty, I had a drawing of a humanoid figure caught in the chains of a heart for goodness sake! But glitching saved us all. It also reminded me that simple is sometimes better.<\/p>\n

\"breathein\"<\/a><\/p>\n

The third was the hardest to come up with. I went back to some old to emulate what I have done in the past because it is difficult to really know who you are in the moment. I added text and color over a pattern I was initially going to use for a brush effect. However the corners and gradients worked with the words well enough that I left it as it was. I was inspired by the gifs that help people who struggle with anxiety breathe at a calming rate. Adding a repeater effect and layering the moving structure on itself was done to further symbolize a heart. To individualize it (hopefully).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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